Oh God

 

I wish the wind would blow

And cool off my…

WHATTHEFUCKFUUUUUCKFUCK
AHHHHHHHHHHHFUCKWHATTHE
FUUUUUUUUCKFUUUUUCKFUCK
AHHHHHHHHHHHFUCKFUUUCK
Oh God I wish the wind would blow
And cool off my
hot head
I was given the truth and I
Reacted well wrong again

Oh God I wish the wind would blow
And calm me down again
I was faced with something real and I
And I
Freaked out again

Oh God I wish the wind would blow
Everything

away

Some
times
life’s too hard and I
Can’t deal with it today
I don’t want it
I can’t deal with it
Don’t want it that way

Oh God
I wish
The wind
Would blow
The giant hole out of my soul
Control was lost when I “took hold”
Of life and thought it was control
I know now that I must let go
Of this and let the cool wind blow
Me up and down through life’s astound
ing

ness?

I guess??

I just can’t seem to express
Desire to end this emptiness? helplessness? helpless emptiness
I guess
I’m overwhelmed with stress
I just needed to confess
That all the best
Things in life
Chagrin [vexed by disappointment or humiliation]
Now
That I’m
Loud
When I say
OH GOD I WISH THE WIND WOULD BLOW!!
And the wind
Blows me away

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