Like the light of God radiating outward and inwar
dSomething’s become clear
And pureI
won’t tell you what it is
Partly because I don’t want it to go awayP
artly because I’m insane
Poetry
Everything Was Better
Everything was better when you were here
I can’t seem to shake this confusion. This fear
Cripples my mind – I have no ideas
Everything was better when you were here.
There are too many rules now
I can’t pause for break
Without wasting precious life
One mistake
Could send me back to the fucking stone age
Locked behind bars – the law is my fate
But when free, the law’s my fate anyway
I cannot control my life
It’s strange
How strangers wrote the rules
Without me
And yet I just accept the values
Of people who lived when I wasn’t born
Much less learned
Much less aware of the problems that burn
And create this confused and luminous fear
Everything was better when you were here
The World is Huge
They keep saying it’s a small world
But thanks to you
It still feels huge to me
Looking at you fills me with such a renewed emptiness
The emptiness I felt as a child
Things would happen… I was so lost
And I didn’t even know it
So I felt empty
All over my body I felt empty
Looking at you brings me back to
That
My Empire of Hurt
The music is here for
me now, you’re not
So think before you
open your mouth
No one controls the way I think
They just limit the way I act
Which is good because if they didn’t I’d
Be a lunatic
But sometimes I slip past their limits
Sometimes I slip outside
Sometimes my right eye bleeds over
And am left with everyone who’s died
I ask them questions but they don’t listen
I want to know the future so bad
They all scream at me in their instant
Need to confirm impacts they had
But I don’t recognize a face
A voice, a smell – anything
So I just let them tear at me
And eat
And eat
My sanity
I wake to find it was just a dream
FUCK!!
It was
Just
A dream
I spit up blood in the sink
And I don’t even wash it down
It feels like death is always way too busy to come around
Oh yeah I forgot, being awake sucks.
As Sweet As
We have control over the way we go
But we never know the way
We have control over the way we go
But we never know what a day
On the way will bring…
I can be as sweet as I want
I am the good guy
So say goodbye
Don’t let the shit they put you through smear the past
On the future
Just seek out what you want to get used to
And suture
The broken edges of your broken heart
Back together
And I’ll be there to umbrella the weather Together
With you
One laughter from two
Souls…
We have control over the way we go
But we never know the way
We have control over the way we go
But we never know what a day
On the way will bring…
Will it lead to a pain that stings
And if so
Is it worth it? How long will it last?
If it’s too much to stand can we ever get back
To where we started?
Will life ever become as sweet as I
Am when you’re on my mind?
Just Some Girl…
To some, it means nothing
To some, it’s a whole world
To you, there’s no other
But to them, she’s just some girl
Clowns Frown on the Inside
In masses full of emptiness
Stands a woman pure and full
Not distracted by the flashiness
Of a made up spectacle
She just relaxes and enjoys her life
As she’s bathing in the wealth
Of a piece of mind where it’s best to
Be your beautiful self
Rules are for Robots 